It is nothing you can earn or deserve.
Grace is Jesus saying to you now:
“You can do nothing to save yourself; There is no need to even try because I have done it all by the Grace of My Father in Heaven Jehovah God Almighty. Jehovah God gave His Son Jesus to die for you, and He has made the perfect sacrifice for your sin. Come and receive My Gift.”
“Talk to me, now, pray to me, now, I want to hear your voice, it has been a long time, has it not?
Pray, talk to me, Jehovah God through my Son Jesus Christ and I will hear you.”
We Miss You.